I found out i was pregnant in the august 2006 it was huge shock to me and my partner but with in days i was happy and looking forward to becoming a mummy, the pregnancy was veyr hard i was in and out of hospital with urine infections but i knew it would all be worth it as i went for my 20 week scan and found out i was having a baby girl the love grew even more for my unborn baby i was always stroking my bump talking to her and protecting her, on the 19th of december i started getting awful pains around my stomach i didnt think anything of it because i was only 5 months and 2 weeks gone, as i was taken in an ambulance to hospital and the docter examined me and told me i was in labour i felt my heart breaking, i willed my baby girl to hold on jsut a coupl of weeks till the docter could give me steroids to help her grow quicker as each day passed i willed her to go on a little longer i talked to her everyday i spent xmas day in hospital, then came the morning of the 29th of decemebr when my abby girl couldn't hold on any longer and asi pushed her into this cruel cruel world i willed her to live but for only one hour could she hold on till she slipped away she took her first and last breath in my arms i have never in my life felt pain like it my parents and fiance tried to comfort me but nothing in this world would take away this pain i felt nothing couldd even numb the pain i ached to hold my baby girl to hear her cry, hear her breath yet nothing could bring her back. my heart burnt out that day the light in heart went out.